He never had a fair chance
To be what he wanted to be
No one and no thing ever had the right
To take his life away
I'll see you in paradise, Johnnycake
I'll see you get what you deserve
You never got enough time on this world
But don't you see
You died selfless
And that's all you need
You were the helpless one
Kicked around
Treated like trash
But you've got us, Johnnycake
And we've got you
I'll see you in paradise, Johnnycake
I'll see you get what you deserve
You never got enough time on this world
But don't you see
You died selfless
And that's all you need
Sometimes I want to escape from everything.
I want to dig a little hole in the far off corner of my mind and dump everything into it: My thoughts, my feelings, my memories- My everything. I want to bury it so deep that no one can find it, not even myself, and just leave it there as I take a vacation to destination unknown.
I want to run as fast as my legs can take me and jump off the nearest cliff hoping to fly, but knowing I'll fall. This isn't some story about how emotional I am, nor is it a notice about a male who is depressed, it is just a letter to say that I'm tired.
I'm tired of how bad things seem to lurk in the shadows of my reali
--i'm done with feeling broken,
i'm done with feeling lost,
i'm done with being pushed around,
and effected by your thoughts.
i've given up on your love and all its done to me.
i'm tried of trying to show you i'm here,
when all you complain about is how alone you are.
until your cured of stupid and actually open your eyes,
i cant wait any longer,
i'm done with all your lies.
I LOVE THE USED! THE USED FOREVER! WOOHOOO! THE USED ARE AWESOME!
Current Residence: your minddd deviantWEAR sizing preference: 164 i dunno Print preference: still dont know Favourite genre of music: alternative rock ,metal Favourite photographer: my sister? i guess? Favourite style of art: anime/manga/shading stuff Operating System: i dont uh operate anything MP3 player of choice: ipod touch.. thats an ipod though Shell of choice: shell nitrogen enriched gasoline Wallpaper of choice: akatsuki clouds Skin of choice: racist! Favourite cartoon character: paynne,fang,iggy.IGGY FOR LIFE! although he isnt a cartoon Personal Quote: fo what FO NARNIA!
Favourite Visual Artist
all the people on my watchers list are amazing artists! plus i enjoy dinozzos art (xD stick figures)
Favourite Movies
something awesome(if thats actually a movie not what i meant)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
THE USEDDDDDDD!!!! FOREVER AND EVER!
Favourite Writers
o gosh im terrified of poetry but writer james patterson, me sis ,decepticon64 and raini-tempest
Outcast
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[x] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball. (well, if i could even play)
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[x] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[x] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[x] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] People don'
I'm afraid of...
[] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 1
[x] being touched
[] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow (ice to be exact)
Total so far: 2
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven (i personally don't think it exists)
[x
My life according to Google:
Type in the following and choose from the first page
Name: nicole
1: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
nicole needs pants (......)
2: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
nicole looks like a corpse (ehh)
3: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search
nicole hates allergy season
4: Type in "[your name] goes" or "has gone" in
nicole goes to prison
5: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search:
nicole loves banana pudding (i do?)
6: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
nicole eats raw meat
7: Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
nicole has a secret rende